You are going to lose me; it’s inevitable and you’ll feel sorry for you’ll know it was your fault. Sorry yes, but not torn enough to fight for me, because we both know I’m just the one you’ve used to pass the time. Someone will come into my life and treat me the way I want to be treated and fill the void that you so callously created. You will miss me, but there will be a silver lining from all this.

You’ll be more careful, considerate, empathetic and loving to the next girl you decide to stick your dick in. You’ll make her feel worthy and loved and not merely like a friend with benefits. She won’t be confused about where she stands in your life because your actions and words will make it clear.

You will be at a different stage in your life and you’ll be ready to build with her. She won’t spend nights crying because you will choose her and make her a prority. It will no longer be, “that’s just how I am” as an excuse for your nonchalance because you will be different with her. She won’t have to chase you or always be the one to ask to be included in your time for you to ‘possibly’ make time to see her. Your invitation for her to come over will feel like you really want to see her and not that you had a few spare hours so ‘you might as well’ spend time and make it appear as though you care. You won’t have to acquiesce to her desire to spend time with you because you will be the one making plans for you both.

You would have grown and matured more and you’ll be ready and armed with the knowledge of how she wants to be treated and you’ll be prepared to willingly oblige because she will be the one that you actually love and not simply the one with whom you’re passing time.